oh do forgo the thinking of bathing suit and water , this pool is Balls and Cues. its our weekly weekend hangout at Matrix again, remember the shitty feeling i am getting all the time, ya it got worst, i just got called up by my college mate telling that most of us got to resubmit our assignments and i was like HELL NO !! i was working and it really got my mood down.. so cruel..
i drove all the way there to get my assignments and it was true most of the assignment in the box was all about resubmitting and redo, shit .. is it cause i never put enough effort into it? is it that i do not understand the meaning of discourse ? what the hell is happening to me.. i never felt this down before.. and its not about money nor family nor friends.. its about life.. and i think i am beginning to feel life is shitty afterall.. sigh .. when will all this ends..
screwed up, dont know if i want to go to Matrix or not, sigh .. no mood for anything.. well see you all tomorrow ! take care ! and adios