its the second day of Chinese New Year (CNY) and its 4.25am, went over to Brandon’s house to gamble.. just got back home and showered.. cant sleep yet even thought feeling sleepy, man .. this is the same sleeping pattern for 2 days in a row now.. i think i will die if i keep going on like this.. well anyway .. CNY has really been great, hope it will last till the week ends.. lots to eat and more money to make. will upload photographs for you all to see once the CNY is over ok ! wait for it !
A really beautiful thought on relationships.. bear in mind and it might hit you in the head ! and then you might think OH MAN, its TRUE !
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot . . .. . . who calls you back when you hang up on him . . .. . . who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead . . .. . . who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your
sweats . . .. . . who holds your hand in front of his friends . . .. . . who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, ". . . that’s her."
Guys . . .
Find a girl who calls you BABE or baby face instead of HOT or SEXY . . .. . . who can’t stand it when you hang up on her . . .. . . who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes . . .
Wait for the one who doesn’t care what you look like, but what’s inside counts the most . . .. . . who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you on
the cheek instead of the lips . . .. . . who wants to be with you in public . . .
. . . who makes you smile just by knowing she loves/likes you back.
Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy.
Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: "you’re the one for me, for always."
Very often when we met someone, he/she belongs to someone else. (definitly happens to me) Its so funny how we set qualifications to love for the right person, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly luv will always be an exception.
boys and girls please take note of this :: :: :: There would come a time when we have 2 stop luvin some1 not because that person started hating us but because we found out that they would be happier if we let them go.
if you really love someone, you will just want him/her to be happy even if you are not part in his/her happiness. If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he/she couldn’t stay, don’t cry too much… Just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he/she made you happy even for a while.
There is some thing that we never want to let go of… People we never want to leave behind; but keep in mind that letting go is not the end of the world, but rather it is just beginning of a new life. Just because he/she doesn’t luv you the way you want him/her to, it doesn’t mean that he/she don’t luv you with all he/she have. Remember that the best relationship is when your love for each other is greater than YOUR need for each other.
this is another 3cents worth of my thought on regretting in a relationship..
Two teardrops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, I’m the teardrop of the man/woman who luv a woman/man and lost her/him. Who are you???
the other teardrop said… I’m the teardrop of the woman/man who regretted letting the man/woman go…
Never let regrets to become part of your life. You know that your heart will break
into pieces, every time when you miss him/her very much. Just a quick Hello
from him/her can bring the broken pieces back. Be contented and don’t ask too much.
Just a thought: What would you do if the person who could make happy is
the person who made you sad?
Every step you took since the moment you met him/her was a destination towards finding him/her. You don’t want to let go; but it’s even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be.
Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that he/she will love you back.
Don’t expect love in return, wait for it 2 grow in his/her heart, if it doesn’t, just be contented it grows in you.
i didnt mean that in a bad way, love has no loyalty meaning that if someone finds another person/partner better in terms of personality ? looks ? caring and sensitive towards the partner or most importantly MONEY! would the loved one have a change of hearts, its not that hard actually to change what you desire in a person, if someone BETTER comes along the heart would be diverted hence the thought of having someone better comes to mind ? is this true ?
i know someone recently who is in this delima, he has a gf and his loyalty towards her was endless, i would say he was near zombified towards her every desire, friends was left in the dark with no contacts or watsoever. i would say that i think he loves her lots and would do anything (this is my view) i dont really know them that well. so in recent times this person (the girl) met someone better in a sense like maybe more caring ?? i dont know(assumtion made by me) they broke up and she ended with the other guy! SHITE, as i say love has no loyalty.. i dont know..
i was tricked by a girl before, i gave her my love and also i became the zombified version of the person that i know, same problem, i neglected my friends, and all i ever think of was her, and yet i was deceived by love and her, maybe i was the stupid one,i was naive and also dumb to think that my love would last, or maybe i was just plain ugly, well that was 8 years ago hehe, i dont really trust relationships anymore, its really hard for me to find that trust once it was broken into pieces, till today i find it hard to trust a girl, (just dont know what they want to do) i know you girls must be like thinking WTF not all girls are like that. i agree.. i truly agree, i will slowly regain composure and i know fate will bring me to that person that is going to be my future.
i really would like to take this space to thank all my friends whom supported me when i was in that black hole time, sucked by the endless sadness being mellon chollie all the time, thanks for being there, asking me to go out, trying to prive me away from all those thoughts of sadness. i will always try to help who is in that same situation. i hope you understand that i am not pushing but i am trying to help ! cause i’ve been there.. and now i want to be there for you (whoever you are)
I was playing snooker recently with Jason and he told me the other day when he was at don’t know which snooker center, he met Benjamin the M’sia snooker player ranked 6. ahah .. for all i know everyone can be a good snooker player, its all about dedication and training. well i believe in this philosophy EVERYONE can be good at EVERYTHING, its a matter of patience, dedication, determination and PRACTICE.
oh hence the topic again. it came to his mind that when he saw Ben playing snooker he also say this girl playing snooker at the other table near by, he said the girl was really really good. well i do believe him as i seen girls playing snooker really well. i saw one recenlty at One Snooker at One utama, she was from penang and playing with her BF or whatsoever.. i find her really good. for a girl ! i find girls playing snooker really sexy.. ahha .. the way they hold the cue, they way they poise themself to line themself for the shot.. ahah .. really make me go crazy .. but NOT all girl can do that.. Matrix i met this girl her name was Cherlyn, cute curly haired girl, plays really good pool, she says she plays snooker too .. but dont know how true is that.. she trashed jason at the table and justin as well ! haha .. (Cherlyn if you are reading this i am waiting for you at the snooker table) :P
and to think of it, Jeannette ‘the black widow’ Lee is my Fav gal ! she is superb. i wish i can meet her and play a game or two. check her out at the picture shown
well i find girls that do sports (NOT GYM AR..gym is not a sport) are very diligent, cause they know themself well enough to train thier body and mind to a certain limit to reach thier goal or to run a marathon. i RESPECT these girls, ladies very much. no matter how old you are, how rich you are.. the importance of being healthy is paramount. catch ya all later ! i know how tiring the eyes can get reading a few words from ppls blog here and there. in case i dont blog again HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to ALL the CHINESE PEOPLE out THERE !
I dont know why i am listing this topic out.. but anyway .. its about preception of people, well hear me out on this, u might find it amusing..
Ok, i am a personal trainer in a fitness center and when ever a new member joins we need to make call’s to unknown new members that has just signed up for the fitness center. they in turn will make a appointment with us and meet up at the front counter to get thier sessions done. have you ever wondered what does the other person on the other line looks like while you are talking to him/her?
as for me .. i love to visualize the other side of the phone, sometimes i hear really harsh voice or squeeky voice.. some with nice personality over the phone .. some not so nice.. when i keep talking to them , my head will be drawing a picture of them out.. outlining the face.. the body shape.. the hair.. have you ever done that.. its really fun.. but for me most of the time.. my guess/ preception is almost always wrong, cause i always dont like to judge people.. hehe .. so i have a tough time thinking how the other person looks like.
for example, ADRIAN: remember you told me bout you dad when i was training you, you told me your dad does this .. does that .. i always imagined him as a big muscular guy, strong cheekbones and really tall.. so thats why the other day after lunch with you at Chili’s i told you i didnt want to meet him cause i was not properly dressed.. i was thinking of man. Adrian’s dad the drill sargent is going to drill me for sure.. then till i met him at the ground floor.. TOTALLY not what i expected. haha .. well anyway .. ur dad is a cool guy man .. hope to see you be like him one day !
remember those IRC days ? hehe .. i remember i use to get girls number and start calling them, i would listen and talk to them .. OH..thier voice and i find it really sweet. and adorable.. ahah .. (still young and tender at the age of 16 mah) when i find those really really sweet and caring.. i would then meet them up.. but again .. I Would always make wrong judgement.. ahah .. i am always like that.. ahah .. but its ok .. i always make new friends in the end.. really nice friends till now even. friendship do come a long way without judging one person. so please do judge people thru thier voice only for fun ok.. dont like them cause they have nice voice and only to turn them down cause they look ugly .. its really MEAN ! well adios.. i got to go now .. catch ya later
remember i posted the old reunion dinner some time ago. well we are having another one this coming 5th of February.. really great to know that the amount of attendees has bloom to a tremendous amount of 25 head.. ahah .. its going to be a association soon,
we are having meeting talking about the venue of the Chinese New Year dinner, first on the list is Le Meridian which COST RM1600 per table of 10, WOW ! super expensive man, second runner up is Shangri La – KL another place to consider but we think its too far and parking would be a problem also.. we suggested Sunway Hotel, i think that is a better alternative.. well hope to know the venue soon as the head count is actually not up to date yet..
its a very… wait .. i got to go to sleep.. ahha .. its already 2.30am got to work at 6am.. i will continue this blog tomorrow.. i will change the content also.. check this topic tomorrow after 6pm ok .. i will change it when i am back ! take care guys .. me going to catch some Zzzz ..
I was at work today at 8.15am. talking to this guy name shiva, cool character, pleasant person and GREAT PERSONALITY, he reminds me of Anand Kumar, why he reminds me so much of my friend is that because Shiva is more of a chinese mentality than of his race, Anand mixes with chinese more than his own race, i am assuming that Shiva is the same too, too bad i dont have a picture of him, cause he is like the young punk of Anand Kumar,
well i feel that every one has thier personality and traits, its either they use it for good or bad, i know some people who are just plain lousy character but good heart, speaks anything that comes to mind and without thinking what and how he might hurt the other party,so if you have a persona that you think is of good quality, USE it with care and try not to abuse it, for example friendliness, u think its good to show that you are really friendly ? think again, i once knew some people saying another person this, to quote the words from the persons mouth *scaring me man, so friendly i think abit crazy la that fella* unquote
wait a minute how did talking about shiva come to personality traits? hhmm..nevermind this is to keep my blog going for a while till i find a new adventure, dont be shocked to hear some surprising news, not to mention yet as it will soon be prevail ! till then adios and catch ya later. GOD BLESS !
unlucky year 2 double 0 6, its only thru the 6 day of the new year and this got to happen, sigh .. but i dont see it as a bad thing, must think positive vibe.. gooooosefraba….. check my damage out.. its was just a little knock and damm i got hit bad. all because i am driving a cheap lousy proton, its really true to the grit that proton is made of milo tin, it was just a slight knock and look what happened.. well to be honest i knocked a Merc and the blady Merc is only scratched.. while mine.. ARGH !! so lousy .. i am changing car.. will show you what car i am changing to ok.. take care