test of patience
Iron out all this outstanding issues one by one, and you will be from emotional pain free ! trust me, if you dont know what is bothering you and not talking to people about this problems, your as good as dead ! it will eat from within till outer frustration ! life’s good as I alway say .. abit contradicting to the end, yeah rejoice life while you still can ! LOVE AND PEACE ! no youtube happyness for this moment !